February 2012
53 posts
Just woke up.
I’m pretty sure I’m getting sick. Well this is lame. But I’m glad it wasn’t last weekend.
Why I don't support this Chris Brown and Rihanna...
I know a lot of people will hate me for this, but it’s my personal opinion. I come from a history of physical abuse, not only from family, but from people I’ve dated. All different people and different situations, but one thing they all had in common was to make me feel scared and make it seem like they have power and control over me. I give Rihanna respect for forgiving Chris, but...
If fighting wouldn't get me in trouble.
I have a long list of people I wanna lay out. I’d start at the top and quickly work my way down. There are a lot of people on my shit list. Most don’t even know they’re on that list.
You know what sucks?
When you like someone and they choose someone that’ll totally break their heart and hurt them, over you. And all you can do is sit there and watch it happen. It’s happened to me too many times. I can’t say anything either without looking like the jealous one. Damned if I do, damned if I don’t. It’s a sick feeling.
To those couples that constantly post pictures of...
And say how in love you are. And all that stuff, after a month or two. What’s going to happen when you two break up and those pictures all haunting you? Obviously you’re not mature enough to know what love is, since you’re saying it after one month. So how are you going to handle coming online and seeing pictures of you and your ex kissing, cuddling, in bed, in...
I'm aware people say horrible things about me.
I’m not stupid. I know what people say about me. I’m not going to stand here and defend myself and fight it. Majority of the things that are said are by people that don’t even know me. People that have never spoken a word to me before. I’m above talking shit and drama. Let people say what they have to say, and if someone has the maturity to approach me about any of...
Things you might not have known about me.
- I’m half Italian.
- I have freckles.
- I was an extra in ‘War of the Worlds’ and ‘Pirates of the Caribbean: 4’.
- I’m a struggling actor who has two independent horror movies under his belt, both of which I die.
- I believe in romance and taking your time.
- I’d rather stay in and watch DVDs than go out and drink.
- I’ve done hard drugs for...
maclowrey asked: Your blog is really great. I love how personal it is, and the fact that you seem to be a really good person helps too. New follower. =)
I'm sick and tired of people questioning my...
I don’t believe in god. I wouldn’t call myself an atheist, but I don’t believe in any sort of higher power. And if that makes people hate me, not want to be my friend or not want to talk to me, then that’s fine. Religion doesn’t define who I am, a lack of religion doesn’t define who I am either. I don’t question you and your beliefs. Don’t...
A letter to my father.
Dear Dad.
There’s so many things I’d like to tell you, to ask you. But I guess now I’ve lost the chance. The best I can do, is take this this bullshit blog social network site to get my feelings expressed, to get them out. I’ve lived in denial all these years, I’ve lied to myself for years saying that I deserved everything. I stayed up numerous nights, trying...
My dad passed away last week.
I never said anything because no one understands our relationship and I really don’t feel like explaining why I didn’t cry. I’m sitting at Starbucks planning funeral and viewing services 2,000 miles away. For a man I couldn’t give a fuck about. I don’t even know how to go about doing this.
I got a callback! One step closer to being ripped apart by zombies.
WatchCinnamon Challenge with Jay (@harmoneyes)
According to my iTunes. I have 121 Miley Cyrus...
That’s not enough.
The Tumblr trend is dying.
Oh no Tumblr famous people. Your 15 minutes is on its last 30 seconds. Wah wah.
Apparently if trash is in a pretty bag people will still go for it. Stupid analogy I know. But I’ve seen so many physically attractive people with the same personality as dog shit. But people still swoon and chase after them. It’s disgusting. It’s pathetic. I could put gold bricks in a regular black hefty bag and have a homeless man shit in a pretty LV bag and people would...
I've grown tired of people.
Everyone and everything has been annoying the shit out of me. I’ve been real snappy and feisty lately. I seriously have been nice to people long enough. Just seeing posts on Twitter, Tumblr, Facebook or Instagram annoy me. Just seeing their face and/or icon just makes me want to cuss them the fuck out. I know I know I should just unfollow them, but of course that’s never easy,...
Is is absolutely necessary to include the fact that you’re going out with someone in every little post you put up? Like really, it’s not relevant to whatever. ‘Gonna go to work. Babe said I work too much.’ ‘Gonna eat some food, babe said I’m a fatty.’ Uh- no. You don’t h e to do that. ‘Gonna go wipe my ass. Babe said its dirty. Lolz.’...
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Confession.
Whenever I read a post on Tumblr, Twitter or Facebook, I’ll stop and move on, whenever I see anything about religion, or any reference to God, Jesus, ‘Him’ or whatever.
I'm never gonna be good enough.
“I look at you, and I would rather look at you than all the portraits in the...”
– Frank o Hara
I'm tired of giving my all.
When I like someone I always seem to do everything for them. Drive to them, catch Bart to them, even fly to them. I always do what they want, telling me to prove that I like them. When is it my turn? Why do I always have to prove myself, when no one proves themselves to me? When is someone else going to come and visit me? When will I actually feel special? That feeling someone gets knowing...
Relationships aren't trophies.
You don’t have to take pictures of you two in bed (obviously after a sex session) and say ‘So tired’. Or press timer on your digital camera and run to whoever you’re dating to take a ‘candid’ kiss picture. I’m tired of people treating relationships like a damn trophy, like the person their dating is some victory. Half the time their relationship is...
It’s weird. I’ll admit it, I’m a social network whore. I have Facebook, Twitter, Path, and Tumblr. I also notice a lot of things. One thing that bothers me is how people jump from one relationship to the next and claim to be in ‘love’ and post about ‘babe this’ and ‘baby that’. Like, seriously, didn’t you just have a pet name for...
I'm disposable.
I just have to accept the fact that I’m disposable. I’m a friend, or rather, person that people talk to when they’re bored, or have no one else. Then all of a sudden, without warning, I’m dropped. Like a bad habit. I text like I usually do, no response, but I see on Twitter and Facebook how they keep posting things from their phone and I know damn well they always check...
Confession.
I consider quitting my job, or doing something to get my fired. Just so I can go back home.
I don’t understand where all these followers are coming from. =|.
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